prayer needed, please

[shanny]

I have been doing really poorly the past few days. I am going off this medication and the withdrawal effects are just terrible!! I can't work or do anything other than spend a tiny bit of time on the computer and then mostly lying down the rest of the time. I really could use some prayer.

[Ellie]

Shanny, I'm sorry you're feeling so badly. I definitely have you in my prayers. I hope things improve soon and you are back to feeling like your old self again. ((((hugs))))

[Ifrit]

Awww -huggles the shanneh- Hope you feel better love!

[shanny]

Thanks, Ellie and Ashely. I see the dr tomorrow so hopefully he'll come up with some solutions for me. And Matty and I went out tonight and bought some medicine and seems to be making me feel a bit better. And also, I am thinking that prayer is working.

One thing that concerns me is that I just started a new job and with this going on, I can't work and am hoping that I won't loose my job and all that.... I hope my new bosses are understanding.

[Nya]

Aww Shanny.. I hope you get well soon.

[Michael]

Aw, Shanny, you will definitely be in my prayers. I hope you get to feeling better.

[tentoes]

Shanny, you'll definetly be in my prayers.

[shanny]

thank you all for praying. I am feeling much better health wise. I was even able to work this past week.

Now, I guess, I could use prayer emotionally. I am dealing with a lot of anger and am scared I am going to become really bitter and cranky.

My ex-husband keeps on trying to have contact with me and all it does is bring up so much anger in side of me. It is just really getting to me. It is effecting my relationship with Matty and I and just effecting my over all health. I want to have a real happy Christmas, but this stuff is just really plaguing my mind. Please pray. Thanks

[Lhiata]

*Hugs* Things will get better. Exes have an unpleasant habit of showing up at times in which it would be... easier... if they, well, didn't.

As for the meantime, you're in my thoughts and prayers.

[shanny]

Thanks, Lhiata. Yeah. Something I'm doing right now is just ignoring his emails. I read the first couple of lines from his last one and it just made me so angry, that I knew if I continued on, it would have made me soooooooooooooooooooo ANGRY I wouldn't have slept for days!!!

And thank you so much for your prayers. I really appreciate it!

[Chantreya [Chani]]

I always pray for you, Shanny. I guess I pray for everyone at night... I just pray for all those that are hurt, or who will hurt, etc. I basically cover everyone in my prayers. I'll pray specifically for you tonight. =) *huggles*